I am a mother to three. My first baby and only son was born still December 2, 2000. Then I have two living daughters.

I was 39 weeks pregnant when I went for an ultrasound and the technician was like “ I'll be right back” half way through the scan. I immediately got a sinking feeling in my stomach. The doctor came in and verified the technicians scan and informed us about our “fetal demise”.

Worst day of my life and the next five years I suffered through a deep dark depression. I questioned God and walked away from my faith. I could not understand or grasp why my baby died. I felt so alone in my struggle and people thought I should get “over it” already.

I don't want parents to have to feel like they are alone after they hear the worst news of their lives. I want parents to know it's okay to feel how they feel and seek help if they need to.